I'm 22, recent college grad, working in IT as an entry-level analyst. My concern is that killing and shooting people may be secondary to the challenge of getting to that point. I view being a SEAL as a way to find that passion and to be out of the bubble. I also have an extremely difficult time getting out of my bubble, and I resent myself for that a lot. I've always been trying to find that thing that drives me, and the only time I feel alive is after I've had a difficult workout (honestly, the only time). I graduated magna at college without working as hard as I could. I keep waiting to be exposed, but somehow I always find a way to almost 'fake it'. ![]() My primary motivation is that I've succeeded in life so far with little effort, and virtually no passion. It sounds like everyone wants to be a SEAL for different reasons, though there does seem to be a general trend. ![]() I've never felt like I ever fit in at any situation, and though I've always made friends easily, I never feel like myself with any of them. Is it foolish of me to expect that there will be moments I will enjoy, but shouldn't be enjoying? For example, I know how terrible surf torture must be (and granted I've never experienced it), but the thought of suffering with guys just like me is very motivating. Thanks for taking the time to answer everyone's questions.
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